Wow there is so much I wanna say right now. So many things I would love to hear you say but only one that will never heal the pain you have caused us. Yes no one is perfect, but right now I don't want to be. You have influenced my life so much, I trust no man because of you. For a long time I never wanted to get married because of you. I hated all men because of you. But today I let go. I let go of the pain you caused me, the anger, and I let peace in. I hope one day you will be able to forgive yourself cause today I do, for all the beatings, all the hush words that hurt so deeply, for all the negativity, for all of the accusations. I will always love you but I will never forget the pain ever for as long as I live. I'm not forgiving you cause you deserve it I forgive you cause I deserve happiness, joy, Love, and all the little things that you failed to teach nor give me. I forgive you for me.
Love Rose
The daughter you will never have!
